A few month ago i started Slimming World.
I was sick of being the big girl.
The girl that "let herself go"
The girl that can't pull tight clothes off.
A few years ago, my uncle died.
I didn't know who to turn to;
so i turned to food.
It was my "thing"
It helped me feel better in a time where i felt so low.
Took my minds off things.
Now I've got to come to terms with consequences.
It's awful being a big 19 year old.
I don't like to go out clubbing, as i feel like everyone's watching me.
I don't like clothes shopping, as nothing looks nice.
Then i turned a corner and found slimming world.
It's going to take time.
But i'll get there.
I've already lost a little bit of weight;
which has already made a huge difference.
I can wear dresses to the pub.
I'm also taking myself shopping on Thursday for some new clothes;
as mine are getting a little loose.